When I recorded this episode back on 4/21/2021 I was beaten down by the summit process and I, with much conviction, was ready to bail on the summit and bail on the coaching group the 2CCX… I was having a bad bad couple days with the summit process. (Spoiler Alert! Please note, I am fully committed to the summit, and am scheduling and recording all of the interviews now, real time, and am all in!) But if you want to hear the frustration in my voice, how heavy the whole thing had become, listen in! It’s a good one!
When I recorded this episode back on 4/21/2021 I was beaten down by the summit process and I, with much conviction, was ready to bail on the summit and bail on the coaching group the 2CCX… I was having a bad bad couple days with the summit process. (Spoiler Alert! Please note, I am fully committed to the summit, and am scheduling and recording all of the interviews now, real time, and am all in!) But if you want to hear the frustration in my voice, how heavy the whole thing had become, listen in! It’s a good one!
Episode notes:
What was I going to say? Big breath in, long breath out… Did I record yesterday?
I got the quote from the who who is gonna help me with the summit. But before I send out more invites let me see who this quote makes me feel. And it makes we want to stop with the summit. Subject to change. It’s to agenda’ized for me. I’m in chill mode.
I have a list of simple goals for the summit.
Perhaps I’d have made the break even goals. I’ve already been helping people no matter what so that box is checked. And I was learning the ropes.
I’m gonna find out pretty quick is this for me is this fun? NO! For me today it’s not. All the conoidering on the social media. I don’t like it. I just felt like I was going to be inventing people that I don’t care about. At some point I will care enough. I get the feeling that at some point I will do a summit… Maybe not. Maybe that’s just the last dregs of hanging on.
Is it bringing me closer to god? It is in that I’m bailing. …as I’m breaking up with the 2CCX. As I record this I am gonna quit the summit and quit the 2CCX. I’m not gung ho. Have I beaten this into the ground enough yet? (PLEASE NOTE I DO NOT QUIT THE SUMMIT OR THE 2CCX! IT IS HAPPENING JULY 26th 27th 28th. I WAS JUST HAVING A BAD COUPLE DAYS LOL)
Is it fulfilling? No! Is it helping others? Perhaps. Is this a good place to put my energy? The answer is clearly no. Not in this regard. There is better places to put my energy… There is already stuff starting to fill in the space as I’m breaking up with the 2CCX (I did not break up with the 2CCX). Shit… They’d be throwing me out if they could. That’s the reality of it. I get the impression they will not be devastated I am leaving.
Is it pulling me away from god? This is interesting… It was pulling me away, but in a weird way it is pulling me towards. (This is ultimately what keeps me going with the summit, it is indeed bringing me closer to god.)
I meet a new lady friend… And she had trained to be a teacher… And she was having the same experience and she quit… which of course gets my brain working.
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