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Oh my gosh… I’m worrying about nothing, literally!

Episode Summary

“The Goal Of Specialness”. Our need to feel special is the source of our discontentment. How does one stop comparing? Will I ever stop looking for a girl? Will I ever stop looking for “the job?” “…to be released from limits”

Episode Notes

“The Goal Of Specialness”.  Our need to feel special is the source of our discontentment.  How does one stop comparing?  Will I ever stop looking for a girl?  Will I ever stop looking for “the job?”  “…to be released from limits”

Episode notes:

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I’m still reading A Course In Miracles diligently.  Friday and Saturday mornings I miss them…  Usually I would tackle later in the day…  But since I’m busy w the summit I’m not.  

I’m still heavy in the ACIM and grooving on it.  And I’m currently in this chapter right now called “The Goal Of Specialness”.  And effectively the more we try to feel special the more brain damage we feel.  That is the source of our pain.  Mischa wants to be special.  Mischa wants to be different, from you.  Perhaps better than, or seem better then, or loved more.  Or have a GF that thinks I’m specialer.  All these different ways to say it.  And that’s a massive source of our discontentment.

One of the signs of that is that I compare myself to others.  If I’m comparing myself to others it’s because I want to be special or not as un-special.

All the notes I wrote today:

I messed up on episodes, I actually posted the same episode twice in a row.  I was so tired when I was working them up I posted them twice.  IN the moment it felt mission critical and like I totally messed up.  I’m going to loose listeners and all this stuff.  “Will I be worried about this, or will it even make a difference in two months?  Two years?  Will it matter?  And more over will I care?  And I love that thought!  It just dropped in and gave me freedom.  It does not matter and I had total freedom from there!  Oh my gosh…  I’m worrying about nothing, literally!

The “Goal of Specialness” ACIM.

How can one stop comparing?  That’s an interesting thought.  I have lot’s of opportunities to compare myself…  Compare my thoughts to what they’re saying.  Which can be so warped!  How do I stop comparing?  I do it, but how?  There’s some prayers in there… “We are all gods children.”  

Will I ever stop looking for a girl?  Whenever I’m on a meeting?  Or out and about?  Being single…  Even if it’s not on my radar, inevitably if I see somebody that is attractive to me I’m like “Is that the one?” and I start sizing her up.  Will I ever stop sizing up the opposite sex?

Will I ever stop looking for “The Job”.  Or that thing to do.  Even when I was having success.

It will find me.  The job or the girl.

…and “to be released from limits.”  I associate egoically what being released from limits means.  Or I attach that to what my ego associates as limits.  Notoriety, adoration, money, power, traditional success.  Looks Likes Follows. Influence.  When I am released from limits I am gonna be released to get all the egoic goodies.  Not to spiritually soar with god.  Or to be completely 100% free of all the egoic limitations.  To be one with god?  NO!  So I can get all the shiny objects.

Habits to not feel special.  Or how about “specialer than you”.  Can I see, whomever I look at, everyone, as a shining light of god?  What if they were, or are, a shining light of god.  What if everybody I looked at and saw and came across was a shining light of god?  No matter who they came into my awareness…   Whether news, Facebook feeds, insta feeds, walking down the road, zoom meetings.  What if truly, everyone I saw, was a shining light of god.  I freeking love that thought.   If I could put that into my awareness more and more and more. Perhaps I will be free and released from my egoic limits.

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