I start to see that, oh yeah, maybe people have comprehended what I deemed incomprehensible. Or maybe people are experiencing what I believed people couldn't experience. Or people have insights to what I deem non-insightable...
I start to see that, oh yeah, maybe people have comprehended what I deemed incomprehensible. Or maybe people are experiencing what I believed people couldn't experience. Or people have insights to what I deem non-insightable...
Administrative: (See episode transcript below)
For social Media:
Subscribe and share to help spread the love for a better world!
As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.
Transcript: Mischa Z: 00:02 Okay. For this episode, I have written down just because I cannot comprehend. It does not mean it is not true, or that people are not experienced experiencing it as my awareness and perception grows. Um, I'm not sure why I wrote down that down this morning. I can tell you this. I will talk about that in a second here, but first off I was just going to say, sometimes I'll be inspired with an idea, and then I think I'll just tackle it later when I could just oftentimes record in the moment. And I think there's, there's value in waiting and seeing if the idea nurtures and develops later, or if it indeed goes away because it could always come back. But, um, because I think there's also value in perhaps when an idea comes, go record on it and take action or write on it and take action.
Mischa Z: 01:15 But there's a delicate balance there between, between sticking with what you're doing and coming back to the idea later or stopping what you're doing and writing down the, and, and, and recording. Obviously I'm doing a podcast. So recording the episode in the moment. So I remember distinctly this morning, as I wrote down that idea, I was like, oh yeah, this will be great to do later. And my gut was like, you should probably just do it now, but I didn't. Thank you for listening to that, just because I cannot comprehend. It does not mean it is not true or that people are not experiencing it. And as my awareness and perception grows, I start to see that, oh yeah, maybe people have comprehended what I deemed uncomprehendable or maybe people are experiencing what I believed people couldn't experience, or people have insights to what I deem non insightable, if that's even a word.
Mischa Z: 02:46 And I, I think about it this way, because people would talk with me, you know, over the years as I've been in recovery and talked higher powers and, and things, and I'm sure everybody has this experience. You might come across a friend or an associate, or just a random person who is convicted in their belief of God or Jesus Christ. For example, I think that's an easy one to point to. Um, but when people are convicted in their belief of God and I'm like, well, I can't comprehend God. So therefore I believe you can't comprehend God. Or my experience might be more of the educational variety or, or, you know, a limited or from a completely different angle. So therefore I'm like, yeah, since I can't comprehend it, what you say is, excuse my language. Right. I would historically have contempt for somebody's ideas in that regard, or I would hear them out, but, but not believe it. And, uh, as I continued to do, you know, dig deep on some spiritual ideas and I'm getting more insights, I'm starting to see like, oh yeah. You know, perhaps people are gifted in that regard. And I'm not saying I am, or that I've got, got real insight, but I definitely feel like I'm nudging closer. And I think I've said this before, but I'll say it again in the Bhagavad Gita, I believe it is.
Mischa Z: 05:00 Krishna's basically telling, I think it's our Juna is, uh, is telling him, Hey, you know, you will not get an insight into what's on the other side of death until you stare into the face of death. And that it's not literal. He's not meaning like you literally have to experience a near death. He's saying until you're willing to meditate on it, think about it, experience it that way mentally. Or I don't know if experience is the right word, but really, yeah. Let your, let your mind go there. Perhaps you will not get surety that there is another side or, or, and whatever that is. I'm not saying there is another side for me, it's manifesting like this. So I I've a number of years ago started meditating on death. And so I will honestly tell you right now that in some meditative moments I've experienced the ego dying and it's like a flash instant horrifying, scary moment, right.
Mischa Z: 06:27 Like to be like, oh yeah, the way that I relate to this world is going to, change, and experiencing that. And that's pretty extreme. And I now know the feeling when it, when it's coming on and I know how to look into it and I want it actually to, I want that experience to happen. I want to feel that. And because it's a reality. And so I'm like, I don't want to hide or run from it any, any more. And, and so I've been doing that and it doesn't happen all the time and, and this might sound way out there and kind of whooy phooey, but it is the nature of some things that I'm up to these days. And so, as I've started to experience that, I have started to have an idea of that. We're all one. And so death is not what I think it is. How's that, and really start to... Not intellectually, but, uh, maybe subconsciously, uh, right there on the conscious start to embody it and feel it and know it. I can't talk about it very well yet, but, uh, to go, okay, yeah, I'm getting glimpses of something beyond. Where before I was like, yeah, no way. And anybody who talks about it is full of crap. That's the point of this?
Mischa Z: 08:20 And just because I cannot comprehend, it does not mean it is not true or that other people are not experiencing it or comprehending it. And as my awareness and perception grows, shifts, changes, matures. I start to see that, oh yeah. There's, uh, I'm getting glimpses tastes of the, of these things. And then even more I'm like, oh yeah, there's people out there that are way knowledgeable or insightful in this arena. And so I think that's pretty cool. Um, so I think about it too, you know, I think about the physical. Physically, it's easy for us to be like, oh yeah, there's, there's physically gifted people that can do things that I can't do, and we can see it and it's easy to quantify. And it's like, wow, I don't know how someone's, you know, doing what Michael Jordan does for example, or, you know, Steph Curry hitting three half court court, three point shots seemingly at well, it's like, yeah, that's a visually.
Mischa Z: 09:51 Yeah, I guess just because I can't do it doesn't mean it can't be done or thought up or what have you. Or sometimes we can see that with really smart scientists, people, super smart thinkers. Like sometimes I, uh, I'll watch, uh, what's the guy's name Russell brand, that comedian, that dude is smart. And he's thinking about lots of cool stuff. I don't agree with all of it. Some of it I definitely agree with, but he's a cool thinker, clearly, very smart and, um, funny. And, uh, and so he sort of backs up what I'm saying there as well. It's like, yeah, that guy thinks contemplates meditates on things that, uh, I doubt if I'll ever... He thinks about and talks about a lot of political stuff. I'm like, that dude is like, he's politically tapped in. So it's pretty cool. It's pretty cool. Anyhow, there you go. I, uh, told you about I'm on this. Kick tell you what I'm going to say. Say it, and then tell you what I said. So we just discussed just because I cannot comprehend. It does not mean it is not true or that people are not experiencing it. Okay. I'm done. Have a good day.